Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Life Is a Highway.....

Yes I know I haven't updated this thing in what seems like forever, but don't worry I haven't forgotten. Life has been crazy! I really now believe that life is a highway....a very bumpy highway. I have had my up and downs these past months. Through the heartaches, tears, laughters, and fears...I still manage to be alive. This past summer had my name on it. I have never realized how important my family is to me. I love them all to death! They are wonderful, beautiful people, and I wouldn't change them in anyway. I have the best friends! I now know who I can and cannot trust. I know now the true meaning of a broken heart. I thought I knew a lot more than I did about that kinda stuff but I turned out to be wrong. I don't recommend that feeling to anyone. It's the pits. I have bounced back. If you think you hit rock bottom (which I thought I had) don't worry! It's just a trampoline and you can bounce back! I am on the uphill! This summer I even learned things about myself. I am stubborn...simple as that. I need to work on that I know. I have learned about myself more than I have ever realized. Don't sweat the small stuff. Yes..Mom you have told me that many times but I never really understood it. Everything I do has a consequence. Good or bad, something will always lead to something else. I can't change the past nor do I want to. Don't EVER EVER give a 2 year old anything with red #40 in the ingredients. You won't get them to bed or to calm down and then your going to want to pull out your hair. I learned my lesson when I gave strawberry jam to my little cousin Emma. WOW!!! That is all I have to say about that crazy girl!! I am the only one left at home so to say! Kendra tied the knot! YAY FOR DINNER!! Which you still owe me dearest sister! A lot happened over the summer. Some things I wish didn't have to end they way they did, and others I wish I could re-live! I am going to start writing in this thing more often but I can't make any promises! I love my family! Love my friends! I am ready to see what the highway of life as in store for me! Can't wait for the memories!

"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass....It's about learning to dance in the rain!"